wth is this, then?

I thought I'd try this blogspot thing out, seeing as my own website is down pending renovation. Since it's down, I kinda don't write in it. I can. I just don't, usually. If I had a laptop I probably would more often.

There's always something going on, but I can't think of anything, really. I know I don't write enough, but there's lots of stuff I don't do enough.

In other news, I miss Japan a lot, lately. I've been thinking about all the places I haven't been to in a couple of years, and it frustrates me. So I wonder, "what's the deal with that?" I mean, I'm from Texas. I shouldn't really feel more at home in a country where they build the doors six inches too short for me. Aren't we supposed to like things big?

I believe it's not any one, single thing. But the principle behind it is pretty straightforward: ever since childhood, I've been looking for some place that had roots. Japan is old. I have no idea why, but I've always wanted that. Maybe I'd respond the same way to Europe, or to China. No idea.